Monday, December 26, 2011
On Religion, Part Three: Conjectures and Problems
On Faith
Traditional views on faith hold that faith is equal to believing that lacks of empirical evidence, in contrast with science*. Although not necessarily bad, this has been a subject of ridicule by some freethinkers. There goes the redefinition of faith; we can go with:
a) Faith as a way of living that regards life as having some meaning on it. In this way, faith serves as a notion that against the deconstruction of human and their life experiences as mere particles that occupy space and time, interact with other particles, and are subjected to probability. Faith says that life is beyond that; that what we do in this world is special and has meaning. To have faith is to see the world differently with wonder, enchantment, and sense of mystery and divinity. To have faith is to hold God to provide answers to human existence, although God’s existence is rationally uncertain.
b) Faith as an ecstatic passion for the ultimate. Faith includes rational and non-rational elements, yet is not identical with them. It means that when one encounters something ultimate that demands total surrender (after certain justifications that eventually stop in certain level) to whoever accepts its ultimacy, she is ready to have other concerns, other worldviews, be sacrificed.
On God
In my view, God has two properties, Transcendence and Immanence. God as Transcendental Being is a God who serves as foundation/ground upon which all beings exist. This God precedes subject-object dichotomy and ontologically prior to conception (similar to Heidegger’s Da-Sein) and reason. Using this a priori definition, Transcendental God is described by modern philosophy as “beyond reason/knowledge,” since knowing God presupposes the subject-object dichotomy. This is a God whom described by Paul Tillich as “God above God.” However, since Transcendental God is beyond comprehension, this somehow deconstructs God into non-personal Being, contrasts with traditional religious views.
God as Immanent Being is a God who manifested into subject-object dichotomy realm, as personal/anthropomorphical Being. This is a God as described by traditional religious views (and also the one who is killed by Nietzsche.) In my definition, Immanent God is a maximum entity possessing the highest possible features in all possible qualities which are not logically inconsistent. However this leads to several questions: whether God has control upon Its qualities (can God choose to be evil – since God is always described as all-loving. If It can’t, then God is not sovereign-omnipotent. Termed aseity-sovereignty paradox,) and whether omniscience is compatible with free-will (more on that later.)
The dualism of Transcendence-Immanence of God has led to a paradox, since logically it is impossible to have both qualities. My conjecture to T-I paradox is simple: that it is possible to have both qualities. In Christianity and Islam**, God is both described as Transcendent (Alpha and Omega; The Beginning and the Ending; Which Is, which Was, and which Is to Come. – Revelation 1:8. The First and the Last; The Outward and the Inward; The Knower of Everything - Al Hadid:3) and Immanent Being (there are myriad of mentions in Bible and Quran.) How this is possible? We can take a look on how electron behaves.
It is proven mathematically and empirically that electron has dualism in its nature: it is both a wave and a particle (it can even occupy two positions at the same time.) When we’re about to observe it, it experiences a wave function collapse; it decoheres as either wave or particle. Using this, we’re able to logically conceive that God can have dualism, too. Its default position is Its Transcendence; however, due to Its loving nature to express love to Its creations, It has necessity to decohere as an Immanent God. Immanent God does not just serve as a symbol (as described by Paul Tillich) but It is truly alive and manifested through religious experiences.
On Free Will
Are we driven by free will or a deterministic system? It is both, of course. Free will is when we make a decision; determinism is when we fall down to the earth because of the gravity, or that human can’t grow a pair of fully functional wings because there is no DNA for wings in human genes (this serves as an answer to Sartre’s problem.) However, a God who allows human being to have free will pose some problems.
First, the problem of evil. As been explained by Alvin Plantinga, problem of evil arises as the consequence of God giving human free will. To be fully capable of making free moral judgement, human must be able to do both morally good things and morally bad things, open up the possibility of doing crime. Inasmuch of this doesn’t really answer of problem of natural evil (such as why an omnibenevolent God lets disasters/starvations happen) and problem of non-interference (such as why an all-loving God didn’t prevent Holocaust to take much death tolls despite I believe there were prayers from millions of Jews at that time,) this begs the question as why the configuration of the world that allows suffering/evil to happen and the possibility of innocent victims is preferable by God rather than not giving free will at all***. Or, let’s say why didn’t God create the world where bullets and knives will not cause any harm to human, therefore keeping the world free from suffering but still allowing free will to happen? Some will say that God is also just, therefore will punish those who inflicted evil things to others (in hell?); Nonetheless, hell is also problematic, but more on that later.
In regards of problem of natural evil, if God deliberately "sacrifices" humans through disasters/famine for the sake of so that other people will learn, then God must be horribly unjust, even if God promises places in heaven for these people. I am not entitled to shoot my first kid just to serve as a warning for my other kids, even though I always provide her with all her needs before. Humans are not the means, they are the ends in themselves. Using them to serve as an example for the others therefore is immoral and incompatible with the concept of an omnibenevolent God. Even if you say that "God is so good with us, why do you never take into account of Its goodness?" it is still wrong. Morality is not a simple economic calculus. That's why even the most religious person would think that we cannot exempt a person from criminal charges simply because she never breaks the law before or always donates for charities and poor people. This is why it is simply wrong to dismiss problem of evil just because God is (seemingly) good (in your perspective.)
Second, the problem of omniscience. Suppose there is a God G who understands all facts in the universe, say K1 = {F1, F2, F3,…} and all possible combination of subsets of facts, say K2 = {(F1 + F2), (F1 + F3), (F2 + F3),…} and so forth; then G who understands knowledge K = {K1, K2, K3,…} including of what will happen in the future Kt+n = {K1t+n, K2t+n, K3t+n,…} will know all what’s happening in all quantum states in all 10^500 multiverses and all subsequent outcomes. Therefore, if God knows all possible outcomes from our actions, then the free will that we have is not a free will, but just an illusion of it. Either God must be not omniscience, or It limits Itself from knowing all thing, despite possible to know. Nevertheless, it is well-established by religions that God knows everything including the future, that’s one of my problems of faith.
On Hell
Suppose a just God will banish those who committed wrongdoings in Hell, eternally. This is, however, in itself, is unjust and incompatible with an omnibenevolent God. Why?
1. It is unjust to punish someone eternally for what she did in a limited/temporary course of time. How can it be just to punish someone who spent, let’s say a total of 10 years from all her life since she was kid for doing sinful things, into a million millions millions millions (ad infinitum) years of torture?
2. Suppose I’m a robot maker, and I programmed my robot to be able to make choices for navigating around obstacles and doing certain things. Assume I didn’t include Asimov’s laws of robotic in my robot’s algorithm (therefore my robot is capable of killing human, even though I didn’t specifically program it to do so.) My robot then has free will, albeit rudimentary. Suppose then my robot inadvertently killed human, who is held liable for the murder? Me as the maker, or the robot as the doer, or both?
I, although can’t foresee the outcome of the action of my robot, can be held liable, as the tort law also can also hold companies that design dangerous equipment/machine culpable if that machine’s actions can cause loss of life, limb, and/or property. The court can decide whether I have taken all reasonable precautions to prevent death, injury, and damage (I haven’t – for the sake of allowing “free will.”) If the court can prove that I can foresee the action of my faulty robot, the punishment will even be more severe. Now, replace me with God and robot with human. Isn’t God supposedly held liable for the actions of human, moreover when actually It can foresee the impact and damage of the actions of human and can prevent it to happen?
Furthermore, the existence of hell itself is problematic. I’m not talking about its visual descriptions, since different people can also portray the same object with different descriptions. I’m talking about the prerequisite to enter hell.
Assume hell is a university, say University X. And we know there are various ways to enter it: via written test (SNMPTN,) selection of rapport or talent (PMDK,) or by, well, money (swadana.) We can safely say that we can enter University X by one of that means. But what if there is a campus authority says the only valid way to enter University X is by SNMPTN, and there is another campus authority that says the only valid way to enter University X is by PMDK, and another campus authority says swadana and only swadana? Should University X be an objective thing, it has to have a non-contradictory and non-exclusionary way to accept students. This is exactly another problem of hell: religions are contradictory and exclusionary in determining who gets to hell.
Virtually almost every major religion dictates that the one who doesn’t believe in that particular religion’s teaching will go to hell. Religion A dictates that the nonbelievers of religion A (including believers of religion B, C, D, E, atheists, etc.,) will go to hell. Religion B dictates that the nonbelievers of religion B (including believers of religion A, C, D, E, atheists, etc.,) will go to hell. Therefore, either there are a lot of hells (in which everyone goes to hells – see the reasoning above,) or there is only one hell but we don’t know whose version of hell that is true (giving us a non-zero probability of choosing the wrong religion.)
Well, perhaps, hell is just a metaphor for the bad consequences of our wrongdoings in this world, and heaven is the good ones. Hell for a murderer is having his ass thrown in jail for years and beaten by his cellmates. Hell for a cheater is having his marriage and family gone astray. Hell for a corruptor is having a trouble sleeping at night, and then if he gets caught he has to endure shame and humiliation in media and in jail, and so forth. This is similar to the concept of karma or "what you sow is what you reap." But this is just my opinion, of course.
Epilogue
With all the problems of mainstream religions, I’ve been asked by my friend of what will I have my kids to embrace? Well, whenever my kids are logically capable, I will have them taught all that I know about atheism, Christianity, agnosticism, Islam, pandeism, Buddhism, pantheism, Hinduism, deism, etc. and all the pluses and minuses of all of them. I will not indoctrinate them that there is God, but I won't indoctrinate them that there is no God, either. I will teach them to be skeptical. For what purpose? So that they will have an informed choice and pick the best for themselves – in a thoughtful, intellectual way, of course.
Post Scriptum
* However, science also has limits in achieving empirical evidences. For instance, we will never know what lies beyond 46 billion light years (4 x 10^23 kilometers) from us. We will never have the empirical evidences for string theory – as to test it we need a collider in the size of a galaxy. Making science is somehow intuitive as well.
** I just know a similar concept of a Transcendent God in Hinduism, that is Nirguna Brahman. As of my limited understanding about other religions, I’d like to hear to what other religions have to say about the concept of Transcendental God.
*** Have been discussed by Fyodor Dostoevsky in his novel “The Brothers Karamazov,” especially in “The Grand Inquisitor” part. Also discussed by C. S. Lewis in “The Problem of Pain” and Alvin Plantinga in “God, Freedom, and Evil.”
Friday, December 16, 2011
On Religion, Part Two: Calling for Liberalism
Re-contextualizing and Testing Religions for Morality
One common thing that has always been cited of religion by its proponents is on its status as inerrant and infallible Words of God and therefore the ultimate source of morality (objective moral value, if I may.) But then it’s a shame if such guidance of morality and peace also condone war (see war on Amalekites on Exodus 17 and war on Jericho on Joshua 6, and also Qur’an Sura Al-Anfal verse 60, At-Taubah verse 29.) Should these verses taken literally, you got recipe for religious discriminations and religion-motivated wars, as what I’ve mentioned in paragraph one. A rational being will always re-contextualize religious tenets with current situations***.
The Conception of Liberalist Government
Religion as Intuitively Good Thing
Monday, October 17, 2011
On Religion, Part One: Concerning Indonesia
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
When I Was Feasting Upon Uncertainties
One thing that ever discussed on was about atheism. Had been reading Jon Meacham's article on Newsweek "The End of Christian America", I found some interesting facts. The number of American people who claim no religious affiliation has nearly doubled since 1990 from 8 to 15 percents. Meanwhile, according to American Religious Identification Survey, the number of people are willing to describe themselves as atheist or agnostic since 1990-2009 has been rising nearly fourfold from 1 million to roughly 3.6 millions. This is needless to say, quite shocking me although I'm a liberal person, and I believe, this is much to dismay religious conservatives who long to see their faith to be expressed and conserved in public life. What phenomenon is happening right now? And what causes it?
Some people says we're now entering what is so-called post-religion era. That doesn't necessarily mean our God is dead (as Friedrich Nietzsche said), but surely our God has lost His grips on our socio-political circumstances than any other time in recent memories. Some say, religions lose on the issues of same sex marriage, gender re-assignment, euthanasia, cloning, and abortion (by the way, Indonesia allows abortion, too, although it's only for urgent medical reason and rape victim, see Indonesian Health bill). I saw that this phenomenon doesn't only occur in secular countries, but also in conservative religion-based countries, albeit the effect on the latter isn't as paramount as the former.
I've been in and out of atheist internet forums and I found a lot of mockeries, blasphemies, and intense debates about so many things: morality, history of religion, dispute about the facts in Qur'an, Bible, and Talmud, concept of Supreme Being, and one thing that is never left, creationism vs evolution. Both religious and atheism brought so many facts, and, for me, neither side is getting a clear winning nor losing.
So what is the grand line? I found that atheists seek one thing: indisputable empirical prove that God is exist, underline on indisputable and empirical. As what the prominent figure of atheism, Thomas H. Huxley said, "The deepest sin against human mind is to believe things without evidence." I asked someone on the forum about his decision to become an atheist, he replied, "God didn't give me enough reason to believe." Atheist believe human doesn't need God to live. They say religions are delusional and miracles can be explained in simple science. They argue that we don't need God to become a person with morality, because every person is born with the desire to order. They also associate God with "Invisible Pink Unicorn", imaginary, but has attributes (i. e. pink = God's attribute: great, glorious, etc.), and yet the attributes and existence of such thing cannot be proven or dis-proven since it's invisible. They also refuse to believe that God is exist due to the circular logic (i. e.: How do we know that God is exist? Because holy book told us so. Then how do we know that holy book is right? Because it is from God). And many more historical facts and philosophical arguments that are too long to be written here.
But why does their number keep on increasing? I, frankly, don't understand. As a child who has been raised in conservative family, I found that religion education or indoctrination is still strong enough, and even on the liberal one. If it's failed, there are still religion subject on schools, preaching on churches, mosques, synagogues, and even on the TV.
Another Concern
Another problem that corners religion is when religion separates people instead of connecting it (the term "religion" is derived from Latin phrase re + ligare which means "to bind, to fasten"). When religion becomes a justification to kill other people, when religion is in behind of many conflicts and wars, and when religion separates two people who love each other make God, through the eyes of religion, nowadays becoming an "alien". I may be representing one of the many young people who are brave enough to question God and religion. Nowadays, religion differences are almost like a curse. Each religious group tried to look at and approach God with its own definition of truth, with its point of view, since religions are multi-interpretative. Religious fundamentalism on one spectrum is the perspective of a certain believe/religion that considers that their own definitive perspective is the sole "truth" and absolute. But then again, problems arise when these fundamentalies claim that the "other" approaches and views of God, are considered deviant or wrong. What happens next is the conflict: Ambon, between Christian-Islam; Jerusalem, between Jew-Islam; Iraq, between Sunni-Shia; Ireland, between Protestant-Catholic; India, between Islam-Hinduism; and so forth. Too many blood spilled, God's name claims so much death tolls and not to mention raises a stereotype towards certain religion that is regarded as terrorists.
A lot of people be anxious of religions, precisely the anxiety felt by Friedrich Nietzsche years ago, as what he said, "god is dead! god is dead! And we all killed him...." (Gott ist tot! Gott bleibt tot! Und wir haben ihn getötet!). Nietzsche had "killed" a metaphysical god. He was a true atheist. But this, too, what is feared by a lot of people when they think, "This world has too many religions. This world has too many gods already!" Was it God's fault? Or human's? Or both? Or whose fault?
Seeking for Truth
So, what is truth? Whose "God" is right? Truth, taken in historical perspective, social, and cultural context, describe something that we caught or learned. Truth is indeed very fragmentary, depends on how we are shaped by the various fragments, ranging from cultural to social environment.
Immanuel Kant called this as "Das Ding an Sich", that truth is in itself, we'll never know. Humans have limitations in seeing the whole reality. When monotheism was born, many hope that monotheism can overcome the quibble on the question of classical metaphysics, paganism, or "primitive" religions. Emmanuel Levinas with his "concept of one God"-Judaism, has placed the Abrahamic monotheism religions (Judaism, Christianity, and Islam) as benchmarks for the paradigm of faith. Levinas criticized Martin Heidegger's point of view that reminds us of the "Existence" in traditional metaphysics. "Existence" is not always a substantial God(s), but "Existence" is there, before we even thought. "Existence" is a reflective, which implies the power of the heart, grace, and the personal faith.
When religion becomes large, it grows like a rigid structure, far beyond the meaning of "Existence". Glorious mosques, churches, temples, and synagogues, and all the religion's gleaming, have taken quiet spaces in the recesses of meditation. Meaning of "Existence" has shifted to the prevaricating over differences between these and those. At that time, religion was no more than just about who is right and who is wrong. So, I think, we are "surplus" in "declaring the acquisition" of God, yet also "deficit" in terms of understanding meaning of God. Relationship between God and religion is now shifted only to be transactional matters, to fulfill the "spiritual needs" of people, to tranquil them in a bliss of joy, that's it. No wonder Karl Marx called religion as "the opiate". He regarded religion as the opiate which can make people "drunk" and forget the reality of life. Although, there are people who in their praise and worship, and in their contemplation, able to understand the meaning of God.
And in the end the question left is just: "Are we really able to fully understand and believe our God and the fact that we are created differently? And if we are, will we be able to stop equivocating and hyper-criticizing about the differences, and worship Him together with our respective methods?"
Meanwhile, let me defined my faith for myself. I don't need for myself indisputable empirical evidence to believe in God, even though there are a lot of facts about the truth of religion and the existence of God provided by the religious people on the forum, and through my own historical and scientific apologetic research. For me, God is there on the face of those who were crucified, and on the martyrs, and on those who died and sacrificed their everything for justice, truth, and morality. God is there on the person who is not only alive but also conscientious, who is on his standing, sitting, or lying down, seeing and contemplating the meaning and face of God, everywhere, every time. I see God on them.
Do you see God?
Monday, July 11, 2011
The Women Psych: Illusory Tragedy of the Commons
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Ever wondering why some bastards are so easy to get the girls, despite logically speaking, they are not good long term partners? Women, with their initial role of nurture, are evolutionarily wired with their emotional side more dominant. That's why women, in overall, are more skilled at decoding emotion using non-verbal cues including facial expression, tone of voice, and posture. But that also what makes (some) women are easily to be subdued by it. They (some of them, once again) are easily attracted to badboys who can bring them into some "emotional roller-coaster." Badboys, with their carefree nature, adventurous life, good communication skill, and aura of leadership, are surely more attractive than usual, face-in-the-crowd nice guys, despite maybe these nice guys are what constitutes a good last-for-life partners. It is animal magnetism, which of course does not address emotional maturity, love (not lust) and bonding, nor does animal magnetism apply to a woman's process of qualifying a man for character maturity as a potential lasting, committed mate or potential father.
What makes it worse, some nice guys just don't know how to make themselves attractive. They lavish woman they love with gifts, etc, in which it's more likely to be failed (unless the woman has some feeling with the man beforehand). Why?
First, that woman thinks that there is no need to escalate the relationship (no need to be girlfriend, with the risk of breaking up the relationship) to get the facilities.
Second, it's certainly boring, especially for attractive girls with lots of fans around them who do thing that's exactly the same, giving the woman lots of gifts. That treatment will not make this nice guy to stand out and have better chance to make a move.
This leads to a problem of an illusory tragedy of the commons, in which these poor nice guys thinks that relatively valuable women (either for their beauty, intelligence, sexiness, what say you) are difficult to get.
The Handicap Principle.
But, should we live a badboy lifestyle just to be able to get around with girls? No. You just have to mimic their impressions. Badboy is like the alpha-male gorilla. They are dominated by these primitive, masculine, animal instincts. Their robust masculinity is the ultimate attractor for women. In short, they are free men: free to express their opinions, emotions, and identity. They show a strong and leadership quality, even if they're not. Then, you should adopt that style, be communicative, flirty, able to take women down in cocky jerk jokes, hard-headed, decisive, adventurous, and show your high values.
Building a rapport.
Rapport is a term used to describe, in common terms, that two or more people feel in sync, or in short, chemistry. This is very useful to increase your receptivity, especially when you're about to approach a stranger with no prior connection. There are some techniques on the internet where you can learn canned opener, that is a sentence that you can memorize to open up conversation, directly or indirectly. But I prefer a more customized, situational one, but you have to be communicative or used to have a lot of conversations with random strangers. After you open up and have some conversations with her and want to escalate your chat further into a date, you have to look for the indicators of interest, then I assume you know what to do next.
How to Open Up
A lot of people are afraid to approach strangers, but the solution for this is quite simple. You don't need some motivational speeches from Mario Teguh to overcome this anxiety. You just have to approach as many strangers as possible. Feel the fear, go approach anyway, act nervously and stupid, be rejected (maybe), evaluate and learn from your mistake (did I become too creepy?) and become better at tackling your fear and at approaching.
Evolving Yourself
Your differences from badboy, supposed to lie on your genuine quality as a man. That's why aside from your outer characters of a badboy (that only become your clothes), you have to grow in emotional maturity, diplomacy (charisma), courtesy, character (confidence, belief in greater cause, fun and positive mental attitude, caring, etc, etc), and emotional skills of friendship, love, bonding, and mood management. You have to have wide networks and friends (in real life, not Facebook friends) as well.
And in the end, you'll become a man who's having a solid masculinity yet the ability to express friendly emotions that are heartfelt, genuine and real. You will not be boring in the eyes of girls, yet you are indeed suitable to be her long time partner.
The Women Psych: Stockholm Syndrome
Have you observed, or even experienced it by yourself, an abusive relationship? In which the woman suffered a lot of verbal, psychological, and even physical abuses? Yet despite after a lot of advices, still couldn’t let go her boyfriend. She even forgave him, and blamed friends and families, saying that they couldn’t understand her feelings? You might wonder how could this possibly happen. But yes, this is possible to happen. This is called Stockholm syndrome.
Stockholm syndrome is a paradoxical psychological phenomenon in which the victim shows affection and emotional attachment to the abuser. The name Stockholm syndrome comes from a robbery that took place in Stockholm, Sweden, in 1979, in which the robbers took bank workers as hostages for 5 days long. After released, they had attachments to the robbers and even defended their actions.
How can Stockholm syndrome shape a form of attachment? Firstly, the existence of threat and abuse. Verbal, mental, psychological, and physical abuses will degrade the victim’s confidence, creating a sense of helplessness. Threat will prevent the victim to report the abuser or get away from the relationship, even more if the abuser tells the victim that he “can’t live without her” and will commit suicide if the victim leaves.
Secondly, isolation and alienation. Be it physical, mental, or emotional. The abuser becomes so possessive and obsessive then creates a barrier for the victim to socialize. For instance, the abuser demands all the victim’s social networking passwords (Facebook, Twitter, Y!M, etc) or obsessive checking to the victim’s cell phone message inbox, or prohibition to contact someone, be it a male coworker, or male boss, or even male friend. This isolation will further dissociate the victim from her surrounding, and will worsen the sense of helplessness.
Thirdly, a form of compassion or love that is sometimes shown by the abuser. Because the victim is getting used from the pain and abuses, she becomes so “addicted” in waiting when the good thing will come. When this “good thing” is given by the abuser, this becomes something that’s so precious for the victim, creating false sense of hope that the abuser will change into someone better.
These all accumulate into helplessness and shame that will make the victim reluctant to tell to others, especially when her social life is so isolated by the abuser. The victim will then close herself from others and reject those who are trying to help her. She will feel that no one understands her feelings. This will be fatal, because the victim will gradually accept that “this is her fate”, and that the abuser is the only one that understands her. This will create an emotional addiction and she will think that this is “love.”
How to get out from such Stockholm syndrome? Well, for the victim, it requires a lot of effort. Usually the victim will realize that this is a destructive relationship after it’s too late, after the abuser almost kills her life or that the torture is so severe that it slap her back into the reality. As a friend, if you know this, it’s better to report to the police (because it constitutes a domestic violence), parents, and also psychiatrist (because this will leave the victim with deep emotional scar, even make the victim become too paranoid to start a new relationship)
But prevention is always better, right? Here is some guidance to know whether your current boyfriend will be a potential abuser:
Blamer: the one who blames his negative feelings or bad luck to someone/something else. Some of them are just good in seducing and making you feels good by comparing you to other person (“my stupid bitchy ex girlfriend”). You will come to think that what he needs is love from a good woman that you’ll provide. But beware; when you get closer to him, you’ll be the one that is blamed by him most of the time.
Entitlement: the one who always thinks that he is special and deserves special consideration/treatment. This type of person is highly egoistical and easily offended if he doesn’t get what he wants or what people should do to him. He will love to point out that he is smart and no one should disagree with him. He will have a very high self-esteem, a predatory self-esteem, and he will feel good if he succeeds in belittling others. The one who always thinks that life is unfair. This type of person is locked to his own sense of perspective, that he will neglect the rights and perspective of others, including his girlfriend.
Whiner: this type of person will focus on small mistake and exaggerate it. Be it the food in restaurant that tastes bad or that male friend who innocently ask you about how is your life currently. He will always complain about this and bring these little mistakes up every time you have a quarrel.
Sarcasm: that is directed to you, his girlfriend! Hostile sarcasm often means to devalue the girlfriend, to shake her confidence, and to get temporary ego gain to make his position in relationship higher than you.
Deceitful: the one who loves to lie, unintentionally or intentionally.
Controlling: if he starts defining boundaries over with whom you should go, urging you to block some of your male friends in Facebook, etc. That is.
If you feel that your boyfriend fulfills some, if not most or all the criteria, then be careful, maybe, at some point in the future you might fall into this Stockholm syndrome.
Friday, July 8, 2011
Some Objections to Some Objections
In this post, I am not going to give commentary on the tax canvassing program, but more into some objections threw by commenter in the forum aforementioned.
First objection is about how death penalty for corruptors is more preferable to solve the problem of government accountability. My objection, (which was also posted on that forum, go find it which one), is that a) China that condones capital punishments for corruptors flunked its rank from 72 in 2008 to 79 in 2009 in world's Corruption Perception Index, albeit performed slightly better to be number 78 in 2010. And b) 3 cleanest countries in this world (Denmark, New Zealand, and Singapore) do not have death penalty in their judicial systems. What does it show? Looking on its performance in China during these recent years, the existence of death penalty isn't giving drastic betterment (despite its drastic shock element) in China's CPI rank (not to mention its fall in 2009), yet then again government accountability can be achieved not necessarily via such terrifying measure if we take a look on the top 3 countries.
Yet, if we take a look into the sense of justice according what is actually demanded by society (if retributive justice is indeed deemed as the oh so majestic justice), it just doesn't make sense. How could you put number on human's life? Let's say the law states death as maximum sentence for corruption that is more than 1 billion rupiah, how could the one who do corruption of 999 millions rupiah be exempted from death despite essentially inflict same level of damage? But if the law doesn't state exact number for the money corrupted, then what constitute a maximum damage in corruption case? Putting numbers on human life, in this case, is not just at all. If you steal something, you don't need to die, you just need (for instance) to give your money back. Why?
a) It's more tangible
b) It's retributively more just (after all, what is needed for society is the money, not the corruptor's death)
c) In the sense of giving deterrent effect, it also gives deterrent effect, as psychologically people have emotional attachment to money (who wants to be deprived of his money?)
But, aside from that, just by putting them 15 years in jail, deprive them from temporary freedom of movement and communication to family, why wouldn't people be afraid of that?
On the other hand, one should not undermine the accountability measure that Indonesia has right now. Inside Directorate General of Tax, they have Directorate of Internal Compliance and Transformation of Apparatus Resources (Direktorat Kepatuhan Internal dan Transformasi Sumber Daya Aparatur/KITSDA) where you can post complaints for any deviant conduct by tax officers. Or Kring Pajak 500200, where you can do the same thing. Inside Ministry of Finance, there are two internal auditor bodies, Inspectorate General (Inspektorat Jendral/Itjen) and State Development and Finance Surveillance Agency (Badan Pengawasan Keuangan dan Pembangunan/BPKP). Outside from Ministry of Finance, we have Supreme Audit Body (Badan Pemeriksa Keuangan/BPK), Taxation Supervisory Committee (Komite Pengawas Perpajakan) and NGOs like Transparency International or Indonesia Corruption Watch.
Second thing I'd like to object was the notion that government that has big chunk of its revenue from tax is a vile government and akin to some gangsters or so, thus we need to maximize export import instead.
I can't believe that although the commenter said he knew economic concept, he didn't knew that export import is not a part from government revenue. Ex-im is part of GDP, and done by private sectors (yet government can get tax from that). Contrary from USA that fulfills 2,17 trillion dollar from its need of 3,87 trillion spending from tax (and the rest from loans), we have alternative sources of income that is Penerimaan Negara Bukan Pajak/PNBP (non-tax revenues) which accounted for 21,6% of our budget (as per 2010). But if he was indeed to think about the concept of revenue sharing from state owned enterprises or revenue from natural resources that are included in PNBP (that in their operation might be exporting something, like in mining companies) maximizing them is not enough to support government budget (not to mention, mining activities are exploitative and unsustainable), as some state owned companies, in fact, are wasting budget and inefficient.
But, let's take a look, does tax in Indonesia restrains us so much? If we use the parameter of tax to GDP ratio (portion of domestic products that is taxed), Indonesia is quite low by accounting for only 11%, compared to Germany (40,6%), France (46,1%), US (26,9%), and UK (39%). If we use the parameter of fiscal freedom used by Heritage Foundation, Indonesia, once again, fares better by having score of 83,0 compared to Germany (58,5), France (52,3), United Kingdom (52,0) and United States (68,3). If we compare Indonesia from income tax tariff to Germany, on the personal income tax, the highest rate of personal income in Indonesia is 30% compared to Germany of 41% and 45%. On corporate income, our tax tariff is 25% (on fiscal year 2010 onwards) not to mention its facility (article 31 E of Indonesian Income Tax Act) of 50% tax cut for companies with gross circulation of 50 billion rupiah and below and taxable income of 4,8 billion rupiah and below. Germany? 29,6% on average.
This is by no mean I'm supporting corruption or whatever. Corruption is an abhorrent act, and it remains so, but killing the perpetrator is unnecessary to be done. On the other hand, we should be grateful (now) that Indonesia is not a gangster government, contrary to what people may perceive.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
On the Expenditure for Civil Servant
While sounds flowery on the top, and I have to admit that yes, too much (how much is too much? Why is 15% deemed too much?) government officials are on administrative tasks, but it begs the question, is it good plan anyway to cut the spending?
Firstly, let's take it on economic principle, is spending necessarily bad that it should be cut? Not really. Government spending for government officers' wages increases society purchasing power quite significantly, and that purchasing power drives consumption, which is very essential in creating demand-side economy. Aside from that, some civil servants who take loans from banks provide steady cash supply to banks, because loan payments are deduced from payrolls, it's not so risky for banks to get their money back. But one might argue that it would cost us so much that in the end we turn into Greece 2.0 because of some ballooning debts.
Greece never end up being so suffered because of paying government officials' payroll. It ends up broken like that because Greece pushed itself to join Euro while actually its deficits were never as low as 3%. Add to that fiscal irresponsibility and the lacking of other resources (tourism is not significant), it never had the money to back up their bonds. When their bonds finally graded as junk and danger of default lurks behind, the result is disaster. And far be it from Indonesia as Indonesia debt to GDP ratio is on the level of 27%, contrary to Greece that is 150%. Our bond rating is good as it is on investment grade BBB+ just like India, and our fiscal space in 2010 accounted for 4,87%, 1,87% surplus from the allowed maximum deficit of 3% of GDP.
Secondly, how Agus Marto proposes more capital expenditure meanwhile never explains 1) why on the era of regional autonomy central government is justified to meddle on the right and responsibility of local government to manage their proportion of budget, 2) why capital expenditure is generally more important than operational expenditure, 3) why take drastic measure in reducing it to 30% meanwhile the needs of every local government is different. Maybe some governments indeed need 80% budget to maximize their service, perhaps due to their wide areas thus need wide coverage as well, hence their big number of government officers.
Thirdly, if you're gonna replace civil servants with the outsourced ones in the area of jobs that doesn't need a lot of skill, how can it significantly reduce the budget? Low level civil servants have small payrolls as well (with small amount of allowance). Replacing it with outsourced workers requires you to pay according to regional minimum wages (and some mandatory allowances like healthcare, etc, etc), the differences aren't that big.
Some says the danger of outsourcing in regards of handling classified documents, but yeah, I don't quite know on that. I suggest the measure that can be taken if indeed the budget isn't that optimum, is by giving payrolls in accordance to individual performance, by giving them grades and targets that if they're not fulfilled, affects individual take home pay. But by the constantly replacing nature of outsourcing, it will not be that good because it gives people unsustainable job fields, which is, in my opinion, against the very nature of a country to provide welfare.
Some says that this is policy reflects what Agus Martowardojo's traits in treating employees. Apparently, there were some fiascoes between him per his position in Mandiri bank management against Mandiri bank worker union back then, but I don't want to give comment on that. I don't want to sound too political.
Addendum: He also plans to give civil servants of age 50 years old and older to have early retirement. I will post comment again if the plan is finalized
Thursday, June 23, 2011
The Osama Trial
In regards of Ba’asyir trial, let me posit a simple question, does Osama also deserve the same trial?
My quick response would be, no. Here’s why?
1. From long time ago, since 9/11, Osama was asked to surrender. But he refused to comply and rather die than to give up, thus legal aspect is no longer relevant.
2. Even more, he had admitted that he was the perpetrator of the attack through his propaganda videos. He even endorsed his supporters to commit the same terrorist acts. This ascertained the fact that he was indeed guilty, thus no need for trial, for such confession was enough to establish mens rea and actus reus needed to indict him.
3. There is no need, especially for the victim, to know how and why Osama did that act. They just need to know that this terrorists will stop, and the lengthy process of trial (especially the debate over which jurisdiction will be used) will shift government focus and blur the essence of closure towards the case.
4. Trial will further belittle society suffering, because it will open up the idea that Osama’s ideology and terrorist act are acceptable (on the basis of presumption of innocence). Furthermore, a writ of habeas corpus needs physical presence of Osama, which in turns may give room for public interaction that could spread fear, aggravate the pain of victim, or even trigger retaliation of terrorist members thus compromising societal security.
5. Under International Humanitarian Law, it’s been allowed to employ deadly force if the military is certain that there will be retaliation from terrorist member. Assuming Osama would decline to be restrained (which he did) and there would be terrorist members in his compound, then the killing of Osama was justified. Furthermore, International Human Right Law allows the killing of rebellion commander as well. Using the rationale that Al-Qaeda is an “organized armed group” engaged in an “armed conflict” then suffice it to say that those laws are applicable.
Well, what do you have in mind?
Monday, June 20, 2011
The China Problem
Alright, in this post I will make it succinct, because, who wants to read verbose analyses nowadays? :D
This post is about how China is currently regarded as strong country in terms of economic. But here, I’ll show you how actually its foundation is shaky.
1. The effect of one child policy introduced in 1979 that creates low birth rate. This is further exacerbated by the imbalance between men and women: boys under 20 are 32 millions more than girls under 20, because back then female babies were aborted more than male (because from cultural side, only male children could pass his family’s name). How this affecting China economy? Firstly, in the future China would experience the lacking of labors meanwhile its industries are mostly labor intensives. Secondly, in the future China’s social services system will be overburdened. If we take a look into China’s population curve, it shows how older populations are abundant compared to children and newborns. If this trend continues, then every single child in China will be burdened to taking care the cost of living as many as six parents and grandparents.
2. The danger of property market bubble. Currently, the price of property market in China continues to rise irrationally (for instance, a 40 m2 apartment in Beijing is priced at USD 112,000 or 1 billion rupiah) in spite of government attempts to curb it by increasing interest rates and minimum down payment. How could this happen? Turns out that this is a result from irrational decision taken by Chinese government back then. The plenty of consequence free loans backed by the saving of its 1 billion workers made government recklessly invested it into luxurious properties in Beijing and Shanghai, and also a number of golf course in northern China (despite the fact that water is scarce there) instead of the more affordable housings in rural area. This trend drives the property price in China to be overvalued and thus go skyrocketing. (I will make another post about the origin of economic bubble, but not now :D)
3 Middle income trap. According to a paper by Donghyun Park and Kwanho Shin, an economy experiencing rapid catch-up growth (like China) will experience a decline in its per capita output level at USD 17,000. It is predicted that China will hit that level in 2015 and the middle income economy that comprises the majority in China will suffer from economic slowdown. How could this happen? Suffice it to say, the causes are multi-factorial: misallocation of investment to projects that aren’t economically viable (like in point 2), low interest rates, undervalued currency, various direct and indirect subsidies, and incentive system that gives reward to jurisdiction that initiates investment but spreading the cost to entire banking system. These all disguised the true growth rates of China that is actually not sustainable. Meanwhile the cost of living keeps on increasing, wages of labor and social security system can’t keep up with that rising cost.
Then how could China survive from these? In my opinion, China should firstly improve working condition of labors, including wages, social security, health care, and working environment. This will lead to an increase in purchasing power parity, which then is used to drive economic foundation from investment (which is overly done and become unsustainable) to domestic consumption. Secondly, to lessen the discrepancy between urban and rural area and to redistribute wealth and labor, China should do something to stop urbanization. Thirdly, improvement in land and water use, improvement in living environment (including the usage of waste and pollution management and also clean and sustainable energy), and also massive utilization of information technology. Fourthly, some scheme to add capital to back up its banking system against the massive capital inflows (that are mostly hot money) to further guarantee its strength in case of massive capital outflows occur in the future.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
On Self
It’s the reason you get up in the morning.
The only reason you’re able to stay happy even if you suffer the shitty boss.
The only reason you can stand your blasphemous and loathsome friends, and becoming part of their cults.
The only reason you love your naughty-stingy-bitchy-fussy-sissy-but-not-sexy girlfriend, her blood, her sweat, and her tears.
And even the only reason for you to compete who have more followers or friends on Twitter or Facebook, even if to do so you have to add someone who’s a totally stranger to you and say on Twitter, “Follow me back, please!”
How pity and miserable. What a vanity of vanities that we have.
You want people to know how good, attractive, generous, funny, wild, and clever you are. You want people to know how much affiliations that you have.
A need of acknowledgement.
“Fear me, or revere me. But please, think I’m special.”
That’s what we are. We share an addiction: we are approval junkies.
We’re all in it for the slap on the back, a kiss, a perpetual claps, and the gold cup.
Craving for another Halelujah or another “hip-hip-hoo-rah..”
Insatiable fondness of nods and salutes, a match that trigger a conflagration in your heart.
Perpetuating, but destroying yourself at the same time.
We’re just monkeys wrapped in suits, begging for approval of others. Sick, pity, and miserable. A cradle of filth, a gang of psychic vampire, a bunch of low-class attention suckers. Those are us.
We’re no better than a tapeworm, maybe.
Whether we realize it or not, we, not only you, but also me, unconsciously do the same. Wired and rooted in the deepest part of our brain.
This out-of-sanity conscientiousness: approval junkies.
How miserable we are.
I still don’t know why I write this. If you wanna curse it, feel free to do it, because I’d do the same.
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When alcohol, nicotine, and caffeine is consumed at the same time at 2:30 in the morning,
Monday, June 6, 2011
A Meddlesome Rambling: The Necessity of God to Answer Prayer
On the way home from our family’s sanctuary (called Echo), me and Nanang engaged in a debate about God, and the necessity (in my opinion) of God to immediately respond to prayer, or at least, give a slightest hint in regards of His*) purpose to each human in this world.
This debate was actually stemmed from my disappointment to God recently. I made some prayers in these recent months, that apparently go unanswered, not even answering, “No,” or “Wait,” or “Kids, I have a plan for you. The plan was blah blah.” The God that I defended in some atheist forums (yeah, I was, or still am, maybe, a rampant theist back then) refused to speak.
Nanang told me that it was purposely done by God, because, somehow, God works in mysterious way. But blah blah, if God “works” in a mysterious way, why couldn’t Him give a quick peek to His plan for me. Because, if God didn’t do anything, then what was the difference with a mere coincidence, or pure randomness? That makes the first necessity of God to answer prayer: to establish the authority of God as a Being.
Then again, Nanang told me, that maybe, my way to ask God was too rude. But then again it’s supposed to be no problem. As a manifestation of An Infinite Love, He is not supposed to differentiate people based on how they conduct a prayer (or complain, whatever). Why?
1. If He gives different treatment, then what makes Him different with human? After all, we do good mostly to those who do good to us. But God’s moral conduct should be higher and more grandiose than that.
2. The one who’s questioning Him, who is weak at faith, is supposed to get the first priority. After all, it’s those who is sick who needs doctor the most, not the one who is healthy. That makes the second necessity of God to answer prayer: to establish the moral aspect of God.
But let me take it further, if God could simply stop Holocaust, where six millions Jews were killed, or stop Aceh tsunami, in which on those two cases millions and millions people were praying for the Holocaust to end or for disasters not to happen. But God do nothing. Is He good but not capable to stop? Then He is not omnipresent. But let’s assume He is, by definition, omnipresent, but simply refuse to stop, then God is evil.
But then it could be responded by saying that our moral judgement is not sufficient to judge Him. I said that if there is an animal, that walks in two feet, that looks like duck, and quacks like duck, and behave like ducks according of our preconceived definition of duck, then it is duck. If according to human moral standard not stopping a crime, or an bad thing to be happened when you could actually stop it, is deemed as evil, then a similar behavior done by God can be said as evil as well.
Nanang, in his latest rambling, said that it is necessary as a test for me to be strong, to be patient. My question, “Then what makes the difference when I walk by myself and walk by God?” If all things that I do are the results of my sole patience, strong will, endurance, and hard work, why should I attribute it to God? That makes the third necessity of God to answer prayer: to establish the purpose of God as a helper to human being.
I’ll be waiting, as per Nanang suggestion. But till when? If God is mysterious and stays mysterious by not giving me any hint, then why should I believe?
Where are you God? Is this silence be Your answer, if any? Then it means nothing for me. Nothing.
Andreas
*) or Her, or Its, or whatever. I believe God, if any, is genderless. The usage of He and His and Him are strictly for convenience only.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
About
About me? I am not really sure of what I am. But what I am sure is that I have interests on many things. Oh, I still struggle to cook well, though. If you want a friend to be with you in a coffee shop, or angkringan, just to talk about anything in this world, you can just mention me here.